Heyhey, Poeples ! As i dont wanna keep 2 blogs && dont wanna dlt it, i'll be posting my 4 private blog de post here. Dont mind :)

- 我爱上你了！我希望你永远都不会知道!
Monday, June 28, 2010

First Post :)
Blogging's kinda boring especially when no one's reading but its kind of difficult t post when alot is viewing ^^ So , Let me zi-high lurhs ! ^^

My Lizard nearly found out that I fallen for him uhhs >:[
我希望他永远都不会知道 {:

Hais , Love ! >:]
Whats that uhhs :]
Why is everyone like so deeply in it leyys !
Bleahh , ! Love sucks.!

Love is something euu will never get out off.
Admit it lurh. Even if euu and your stead break up le , euu no longer got feel for him / her le , euu will still think bout him / her ! >:(

Love is not selfish !
Everyone's claiming that love IS selfish but noway lurhs.
Though people do go for what they love and never give chance t others , thats never selfish.
Thats going for what euu want :) Heh.

Bleah. Dont care lahhs ! I just know i dont trust Luvv can le ! ^.^

First Day of school today yeah ? And today also had my first friendship fight .. D:
Hermankeh x) Is he xiaoqi , not my fault. Dont friend then dont friend lurh. Childish x) Dont Care. Heh.

For the first time , Ilovezxcyou
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我爱你，因此选择放弃你。
Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Tiring D: Its just the second day of school and I'm alr tired of evrything.
Shit me!

There's an awkwardness bet. me and my Lizard.
We had distanced yeah?
I prefer lidat x) Cus i wont fall for him that deeply.! Heh.
Friends is better after all. I dont trust Luvv. ^.^
Heh.
CCA Tmrw. Tiredtiredtired.
Half Uniform + Pt Kit.
I nidda polish my boots alr.

Ilovezxcyou.
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我始终还是选择了欺骗自己。
Wednesday, June 30, 2010


I decided not t lie t myself alr uhhs. So , yeah , kinda had striked off my 2 previous post concerning xoxo de sentence.

CCA's fince today. Honestly, though i really hate Justin Chua at first ( Cus of his .. arrogant ? attitude ) but , after what happen today, i really change my impression for him mans.
I realise he's nice after all.

And , I Luvv today's Quote Of the day lurh. i cant rmb the sentence but its trying to tell us t make unreachable target as one, make unachievable reach as one. Its juat tring to ask us to reach for more than we can lurh. Luvv it lots! Heh. Games kinda boring today ! ^^ Fottdrill is nice. And , i a bit guilty de is cus actually we is purposely dont bring notebook de. Cus we last minute then know. Guilty ! :X

Kay lahhs. Gtg alr. Post tmrw :)
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我只想大声地说：我发现自己没有爱过你。对不起
Wednesday, July 7, 2010


今天所发生的一切，即将改变我生活的一切。
我已不再相信爱情了。
原本还以为眷恋始终是能挽留你的。
但你今天的所作所为已对我造成了伤害。
那暴力，变态，黑暗的一面的你令我无法相信你你我当初喜欢上，爱上的那一位。
你变了。变得 自私自利 。
单单这4个字已经让我知道你周围为何会改变。
并不是他们在变，而是你。
你太可怕了。现在的我真得无法接受你现在对我的态度。虽然以不在乎了，但我想让你知道一件事情。那就是，你活该。suicide is an coward option. euu told me that. i thought euu still care.
I dont want euu anymore. Not as my ex-xtead, not as my classmate, not as my friend. Fuckoff. Seriously, your presense is making me more than uncomfortable. Euu made me remind myself of the past and from today onwards, what happen today morning. Dont bother texting me. I wont reply de. Not even if euu are asking for homework. I felt that i had beteryed him. the him i now cared. but i suppose, i should no more care for.